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The Lactic Acid in the Calves of Your Despair

Ali Whitelock

love is not to tiptoe around the crust of your soul, rather
it is to descend into the fire of your molten core without a harness,
asbestos suit, or dry ice; it is to suffer third-degree burns;
it is to gasp for breath; it is to watch canaries die.

Political, profound, profane. These poems of defiant disobedience crash through the barriers erected to keep us contained. Writing with humour and tenderness, Ali Whitelock takes us through the parched landscape of life, death, love, fear, regret and the unbearable sadness of losing a dog.

And particularly topical in the aftermath of the destructive Australia-wide fires, the powerful 'this is coal don't be afraid' is a found poem made up of statements by Prime Minister Scott Morrison, the Rural Fire Service, as well as relevant tweets and quotes, collated to create an extraordinary piece to make us shiver.

this is coal don't be scared don't be afraid seek shelter from the heat of the fire. but look, the girls and jen, they love holidaying in hawaii and so we've had a few nice days here. drink water to prevent dehydration evacuate your horse to the beach have your children row for their lives. australians will be inspired by the great feats of our cricketers this is not about climate change

Praise for The Lactic Acid in the Calves of Your Despair
'These intimate poems in Whitelock's second collection pulse with ear-popping language, wit, mischief, heartbreak, and hilarity.' - Rochelle Jewel Shapiro, novelist, poet, reviewer

'Fans of Ali Whitelock's distinctive blend of sharp, insightful, prosaic, no BS humour blended with the intimacy of confession won't be disappointed.' - Magdalena Ball, Compulsive Reader

'This collection is glorious in the true meaning of the word. It is a celebration of the darkness in life, the epiphanies of bereavement and the banality of existence and how important it all is. What a poet. What a voice.' - Jenny Lindsay, Flint & Pitch

'These poems are so miserable that I laugh and I laugh. My heart cries as well. My soul is stirred. I stop mid-verse and go back to the start of the poem, reading in near-disbelief. Reading as if I don't know what's coming even though I've just read the exact same lines. They feel different, surprising and wonderful, each and every time. Congratulations Ali on another very fine book. Your best to date. May you climb many more hills with your words. And burn deep - through despair and towards a sustenance that approaches its own form of happiness. The grief in these poems is profound; is palpable. The loss of children and the ability to conceive, the loss of a parent - the grieving, still and always, for a relationship that was never really quite there. These are tough hills to climb. And it's Ali's sincere wish that when climbing the mountain of life the lactic acid in the calves of your own despair will not burn too deep.' - Simon Sweetman, Off the Tracks

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It's shite being Scottish, so the Trainspotting line goes. And for a long time Ali Whitelock thought that too. Originally from Glasgow, she now lives an hour south of Sydney. Sure, she lives a fortunate life. Sure, the sun shines just about every day. Sure, the beach is only a ten-minute stroll away. So why then is this not enough for her? What is it that makes her heart ache for the Scottish wilds, the icy north wind, the horizontal rain, the Cairngorms, the Old Man of Storr, the best Indian food you will ever taste in your life, and supermarkets that reduce packs of twelve croissants to 5p at the end of the day? Sadly, she has yet to come up with a definitive answer. Ali spends her days writing, mentoring, applying SPF 50+, looking for her sun hat, fantasising about living in a windswept cottage in winter on the Isle of Skye, and shouting at the telly when the Liberals come on.

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PAGE COUNT   112
DIMENSIONS   210 x 140 mm